The World She Never Tell

“Ei, why you don’t want to eat meat? why you wanna be vegetarian? “

” Erm. . why ar? for suang lor! nothing la. . .”

Well, I’ve  came across hundred times on this question. YOu know what?It’s kinda annoying when i need to answer the same question for many times.But still, people keep on asking me why i wanna cut off  chicken,meat,fish,seafood and more in my daily meals .And i’m not a vegetarian anyway. I’m just don’t eat meat.

By the way, I don’t know why the hell people out there thinks that a vegetarian is a freak. They always said, “Ohhh…YOu have only one life, it’s really wasted if you don’t enjoy your life to the max! There’re lots of delicious & yummy food in this world. You should enjoy them cause you don’t know when you’ll leave this world. Otherwise, you’ll regret!!  ”

My uncle used to tell me this way,

“Why you wanna be so silly? You’re still young & you should enjoy your life to the fullest! There’s no such thing like KArma. If you don’t eat that fish, it’ll not die and so it cannot rebirth. And if you don’t eat them, this world will not balance. There’ll be lots of fishes then! Why wanna be such religious like your dad?? It’s so stupid!! “

Well, uncle! You better mind your words! It’s not your business on why i wanna be that way and you’re over the board when you included my dad!  You ain’t qualified to talk such way to me. YOu should look at yourselves & see how failure you’ve became. . i’m not insulting you. . . . i’m just telling the truth!

You know what . .It really makes me laughing my ass out when i got this kind of  ridiculous “advices”. Well, let me tell you something. . You might laugh at me now cause you think that i’m so idiot doing such silly thingy in such a young age but it’ll be my turn to laugh at you in future . . .

Actually there’re few reasons on why i wanna cut off meat in my meals. Perhaps 60% of religion reason and 40% because of health matter.

No doubt i’m a quite religious person. And i’m truly believe in my own religion, Buddha.I do believe everything that make sense to me. Yea, KARMA is what i hold in my entire life. It’s like kind of principals i use to lead a better life. Well, i don’t want to nag on this kind of issue here. It’s such a long story to tell. And i don’t wish to or want to explain to others why am i doing so cause i know you won’t understand me & i don’t wanna listen to your so-called “LIFE’s” advices.  I  can tell you that i know it better than you. Only those who comprehend are the one who knows. . . . .

Hey you boy!

Stop flirting with me when you and I have already been taken!

I don’t feel any joyful or be delighted of your words!

So STOP making fool of yourselves cause you sounds like a PlayBoy jerk for me with the fine-sweet-sounding words . And i don’t give a DAMN for it!!

I’m sick of you when you’re acting like a baby boy that keeps flaunting how good she is and how capable she is in front of me like i’m really care & envy what she got??? Well, i’m not rich as you guys but at least i don’t misbehavior like what you do.

I did laugh myself that I believed you once, i ridiculed myself for being a moron that letting you to take me down & spoil what i got & play around with my head.

Anyhow, i’m glad i didn’t fall. I’m happy with what i’ve got now.

It’s so blissful to have him in my life. . . . . . .

Still, humans are acting in such an inequitable way. . .

People who’re gifted by GOD with a gorgeous look, perfect body , great height ,smart brain. . .  everything which are better than anybody else. . live a perfect life! Just like there’s no imperfection on them. Even if they look ugly inside, what’s outside will just cover everything. Outer means everything in this bloody cruel unjust world !! 

and so . . everything gone round yet fair & square still out of sight. Seems like this world is meant to be such way.

Same thing goes to me. Happened kinda few times already & so it really freak me out now !!   Well,  i didn’t want to be niggard on this case which all the people in this world already used to it. It’s just like a bitter pill to swallow. I know i should have given up on this impossible changed matter but it’s just so so unfair for this matter to wanton!

Well, when you look prettier or greater ..or smarter or whatever. . . you’ll be doted & patronized like you’re the best fella in this world. People will keep on lick your boots or perhaps pong your "LP" till the top of KLCC. but Why?? why can’t you just telling the truth? Or you wanna get yourself  a glass of wine like what we said, "In wine there is truth" so you’ll spread out all the facts that you’d turned into a lie before?!

I don’t wanna mention here how unfair i’ve being treated from primary school until the moment i’m writing this post. I just hope that people out there who were being treated unjustly will just be STRONG   enough to face this world. Show them & prove to them they are absolutely wrong. . . . .  So please don’t   blame me if i starve myself to look better!  Same goes to Mary-Kate Olsen and other celeb that got themselves into aneroxia/bullimia cause this is what the world makes them fall so savagely. 

p/s :  i got no any disease of losing weight k?! Don’t misunderstand! But i do wanna lose weight anyway!!!

A word to dedicate to people in this world. . . . .. .

““““`LIVE  AND  LET  LIVE““““““