07
Oct
08

_ helpless Tears_ _

It wasn’t a good day today.

and also a misfortunate day again for Mr. Jerry & Gavin

The moment they looked at me, i’m sure that something must be appeared on their mind . .

” What the FUCK! She again! ….” [ you guys won't do this to me right?? LOLS...]



But hell yea, really so sui de lorh~~

my class ended at 12pm & i went for my lunch after that.

I thought i don’t need any helps from others to get back to my condo this time, who knows, the cabs there all makan duit 1~  Just a few KMs journey need 7 bucks?

Walao weh~ of course i won’t be so stupid to take the cab lor since i’m really broke this month & it’s really a severe broke!! Just like all my inner parts kena shoot &  bleeding like hell…     [  H.E.L.L  ]


But yet, i’m still the idiot~

I’m still calling Jerry to help me. Well, this guy, i know him very well…

He looks like Playboy from his outward appearance BUT he’s actually a soft-hearted guy.

And not forgetting his friend, Gavin. He’s also a nice & soft-boiled guy.   It’s actually his  suggestion to send me back these 2 days.



Back to the point,

The sky turned dark & thunders all over the place. It was raining! Darn it!!!

I was feeling so helpless at that moment…panic..scare..all over me..

- ” What can i do now?? ”

taking a cab back to my place is only the way i could think of…and it costs around 20bucks to reach my destination!

[ means i gotta eat maggie for few days . . aikseh~ ]   *  S.O.S*


And suddenly, my phone rang!

—So much for my happy ending..ohh..ohh…—  *It’s my ringtone actually*


Gavin was on the line,

” Hey, are you okay now? have you get taxi?? “

” yyyeeeaahh…i’m oookkkay. I’ve got a taxi. ”

[   i was pretending like i'm okay, I tried to stop myself from shedding tears but still it's outta control~  **But it's okay! cause it happened under rain so nobody gets to see it.  **   ]

” How much do they charge you??”

” errm…20bucks. . .  “

” 20bucks?? It’s lots! Ok,then we’ll send you back k?? It’s raining now.  “


~~~ OH my life-saving GOD! Mr. J & G !  ~~~

I’m sure i’ll be wetting like hell if GOD didn’t send them to save me.

Really thanks to you guys so much! I’m really feeling so guilty for making so much trouble for you guys. Hopefully we won’t met each other again…LOL.. cause i’ll bring bad luck to you guys. Pray hard so you won’t met me at ss15 yea..haha..

Ohya, i owed you guys a meal k?? I know Jerry wanna settle this at William mamak. No probs, dude =) i’m mentioning here means i’m making a promise & not gonna break it~ Do remind me in case i’ve forgotten yea. =)

















4 Responses to “_ helpless Tears_ _”


  1. 1    VING October 7, 2008 at 7:32 pm

    yeah ~ this kind of fren ZAO called good fren la ~ hehe

    no worry ~ i think they’ll not felt you’re”ma fan” for them ~ sending girl home is a gentleman behave mah ~~ it’s normal ~

    but for long-term plan … you need to figure out how to go back in future le ~ maybe can have negotiaiton with other frens ~ hehe
    no need felt guilty geh ~ they help you ~ you help them ~ make good frens ~

    傻女 … raining also scared mie ~ i think you just ”刚开学忧郁症” lo ~ hehe
    and sometimes raining is beautiful ohhhh ~

    VING.

  2. 2    alynnthe-no-music-no-life October 8, 2008 at 4:27 am

    Yea, cause i can only get my car next week so this week gotta be a hard week for me cause i need to figure out how to get back myself.

    Raining isn’t a fright for me, just that i felt so lonely & helpless suddenly cause i got only few new friends there & they were all gone back already. You can imagine a girl who’s all alone in a strange place & nobodys help her. It was just like the girl in “Nobodys Home” of Avril Lavigne ~ same kind of feelings….LOL..i guess i was too over..

    you’re right dude! Raining is beautiful sometimes… cause when you cry, the GOD is cry for you,too. Means you’re not alone & HE’s with you when you’re so down~ Oohhh…i should stop here. Out of topic dy~~ ^^

  3. 3    devilinheaven October 10, 2008 at 11:39 pm

    erm…i dono how to console people…especially those who sad…by the way, be tough…take care

  4. 4    VING October 12, 2008 at 10:47 pm

    Haha ~ EMO again ~ don too sad ~ send you a song to brighten you up a bit la , old but touching ~ all time’s favourite .

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o8rYl6K2STc

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